Thursday, May 21, 2009

...the here and now...

I guess my life this past year as been...a bit...crazy for lack of a better term. I have learned a lot about my friends, my family, my career (or lack there of) and myself. Most importantly myself. I have learned about my past, my present and my future. Awww...my future. I'm ready for it to start. I'm so eager to move forward in my life that I am forgetting to enjoy the here and the now. I'm soo anxious for the future and so hung up on the past that i've forgotten to live for now. I have what I want and what I've been looking for and more. More then I EVER knew was possible. I am happy and satisfied living in the here and the RIGHT NOW!! 

My right now is as follows:
Kyle
My Family (including my kitties and dunes)
Handful of good friends
God and my faith

That's it...I don't need anymore. All those things will be here now and in the future so why rush?

I need to enjoy life...MY LIFE!! My life that has been provided for me and I have helped build. The foundation is strong I just need to learn better upkeep. That is where I turn to my "right now" to guide me and give me strength. 

I have learned to live well, laugh often and love much...